Fantasy to little kid | ronak shah

Sometimes I feel so stupid because I fanatsize to much about people I like  I invent stories with them I imagine entire day with them and how nice future will be with pictures and letter's and other tenders things that make a lot sense in my mind
Then the reality turns to be so much different and meaner than may be the reason y it's so difficult to mi to accept and letting people go it's just Because I just want my future to be happy there so moment of any sadness in all my stories and cast incide my mind sadness just does not exist .
Because may be the pressure outside from world for you to be someone they thought of you as?? To be someone or they being with or a shadow of a person they used to be with.
Let sort of this thing's ,
They expect more form you or mainstream idea after someone meeting like you for eg.:- they expect painter to paint somthg that could be huge on the walls and not small as simple as mountain or river that you maid as a little kid.
well let's leave them behind
Remember why you started painting at the first point dance when you feel the rhythm be the little kid just wanted to play and smile and laugh because it made him feel better
The day you understand this, it gonna be the day yous hobby turns into your passion...!!